Friday, November 25, 2005

hatch

Eyes closed, I drew a long breathe of air into my body and then released all my surged up anxiety. Distant memories flicker, triggering the mechanics of space and time taking me to a place where my worn soul finds solace. A sense of peace engulfs me like never before.

I told my boss… at long last.

It was a good time. The weather was chilly and comfortable, our jobs were cleared and nothing was bogging me down. It felt right to just say it. There were no emotional outpours, no surprises, no one got upset. It seems we were both anticipating for this moment of truth. He knew. He wished there was something he could do, but yet there was so little left behind to work on and neither of us could find a plausible cause to continue on this path. I had a good run, even all those down moments were reasons to celebrate and be proud of. I’ve been taught so much and I’m sterner and more resilient than ever before… wouldn’t change a thing if I had to do it all over again.

There’s more to be dwelled upon, I don’t think we’ve concluded. But I’ve expressed myself in the best possible scenario and I cannot be more relieved.

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