ludicrously speaking

They call me a born optimist. It’s true. I haven’t felt negativity for the longest time. You see, my life is a huge mess of contradictions and blurred lines, i cannot separate a lot of things from right or wrong, and i dunno if my ignorance is a blessing or a curse. I wake everyday accepting this world for the way it is without having too much to complain.

The place i work, drains me of my energy and creativity through endless projects and tight deadlines, but i’m thankful because i’m honing my skills and gaining experience with each passing day. The sense of fulfillment makes it all worthwhile.

My niece drives me up the wall with her antics till i raise my hands in exasperation, yet  when she cuddles up on my lap telling me about her day in school, smiling the most adorable smile, my heart simply melts. I cannot function daily without thinking of her.

My mum’s heighten concern about every detail in my life turns me off big time. But i love her, more than she will ever know; i dun recall a day i ever had to worry if i have enough to eat, money to spend, a family that is she to turn to. contented and greatful, i am.